Obviously, my number one priority in life is my family- Dann, Ashtyn, and my fury kids Lacey and Bella, that I think goes without saying.
Next comes my career, life in the corporate grind has its ups and downs, but all in all I work for a great company and my job revolves around SHOES, all things considered you can't ask for more.
Then there are the things that I do/ NEED to keep a balance on the fore-mentioned family and career. Besides books that have the ability to put me in a different time and place as someone else, or me writing the ridiculousness that I come up with in my own head (and I assure you, its ridiculous) I've found a passion in a iron ball with a handle that weighs about 30lbs. It has already started to change my life in ways I didn't really think possible.
I picked up a Kettlebell for the first time in March of 2009. I was watching the movie "Never Back Down" and in their training they used these cannonball looking things. I Googled it, discovered www.dragondoor.com, and in turn found the name of a guy that taught an Intro to Kettlebells class. I had NO idea what to expect, but the guy seemed cool so I made Dann come with me and we gave it a shot.
Considering after the first class I couldn't walk for 4 days, yet I had this urge to go back and do it again I knew I had discovered something I could get into. So a couple days a week, we would go, and in a short amount of time I saw results that I had never seen before in the areas of strength and cardio endurance. (I point this out because I've been an athlete for most of my life, and I've trained in tons of different ways, yet this one object was shaping something that I hadn't gotten with all of the other techniques.)
Everything was going really well, I enjoyed my workouts and was in class 2-3 days a week, then in January of 2010 I found out I was pregnant. For my first trimester I continued with morning classes, and pushed to a limit I felt comfortable with (funny story, Dave was one of the only people we told I was pregnant for a LONG time, he actually knew long before family and friends) Anyway, after my first trimester going to the gym started happening less and less, Dave was sharing gym space and the times I could get in he wasn't the one teaching. After one workout that pissed me off more then made me feel good I just stopped going. I was afraid I was going to hurt myself or my baby, and at that point I was so angry that I needed to just walk away. I missed it tremendously, but for the time being I had other things to focus on.
Fast forward to about July, I got an email from Dave telling me somethings had changed at the gym, and if I chose not to come back he understood. We took a fifth of Crown Royal (for Dann and Dave) over one night and in 90+ degree heat, almost 9m pregnant I knew that as soon as my little lady arrived I'd be back in that gym hitting the iron just like I had done before.
Sure enough, once my doctor had cleared me I was back in. With Ashtyn in her car seat (usually napping) I started back at square one. It was painful but liberating, it made me feel great even if I wanted to cry every time I had to walk up and down a flight of stairs. I lost all of the weight I'd gained during my pregnancy by the time I went back to work 12 weeks later, and that 30 minutes 3 days a week made me a happier person. But once I was back at work, balancing that life and nursing, my gym time once again fell to the wayside. I felt guilty if I didn't come strait home after work, going at lunch was a stretch, and getting up in the morning was too much with pumping and getting myself out the door, so I fell off the wagon again, put on 10 lbs, and was unhappy but couldn't really tell you why.
Fast forward again to July of 2011, I had an epiphany of sorts. I needed something for me, that I could do for myself, by myself that allowed me a release. I needed this to be a better mom and a better wife, and I needed it to figure out why I felt unhappy when I had so much to be happy about. I went back to Bluechip Athletic, 530 am, two mornings a week. In a couple of excruciating weeks I started to see results and I felt better.
We took a family vacation in August to San Diego, and I had the privilege of working out at Revolution Fitness in La Jolla with a Senior RKC, and that one workout sent me home with a new focus, a new goal, and a new outlook.
I made the decision in September of this year (with some encouragement of course) to go after the RKC certification in 2012, and in order to do that I had to step it up. I have a smaller (yet equally as important) hill to climb first in completing the HKC in February. While I have confidence in my basic ability I have a ways to go and SO MUCH to learn. Right now my focus is on increasing my strength, and endurance, improving my technique, and doing 5 bloody pull-ups!
I have a great mentor/ teacher in Dave, a great support system from 2n and family, and a drive to complete something that I know is going to test every ounce of physical and mental strength I have. I love a good challenge, and this is at the upper echelon of anything I have ever attempted.
So now that I've bored you all with my story, the reason behind it is this- I am a mom and a wife with a career in corporate America, but I am also still Sara with goals and dreams and a desire to kick some serious ass. To set the best example I can for my young daughter and to raise her the way I want to this is important. I think that a lot of moms feel guilty when they do something for themselves, but the reality is having something that's "yours" will make you a better mom/wife/human. This blog is here for me to write about my balance, feel free to tell me about yours. Until next time
~S~